(seriously dumb attempt at poetry)

Have u ever.........
had one of those weeks.....or two
where nothing seems to go right
and you were oh so blue
u thot the lord forgot you

then suddenly
u realised the storm was through
He (God) had fought all along
for you

for the bigger plan
was in the director's hand
without the winter
there cant be no summer
what a bummer
if only i had realised earlier

see? told ya this attempt was lame........



still read......



tsk tsk




ayah........




don't read lahhh..........






this is just to waste your time

====================Gen12ii training======================
on to events....last week was packed....with gen12ii training camp, where it was serious but in a fun way. my team (local southern cross) learnt table games like "fuzzy wuzzy like wee but not bok". hah. and i'm so glad Heima and Raja (engineering friends from ntu) could join us for the camp....and get blessed.

but the street-e was the eye-opener man....hmm, in jurong point summore...wah biangz....sure meet people from our school...but....guess what?! me, joyce and charis (from same team) decided to walk around level 3 of J.Point and pray, after a few attempts of trying to share without much results. After

p-r-a-y-ing

we came across 2 lil' gals who listened to the full gospel and a whole bunch of eight sec 2 boys. managed to share the full gospel to 8 of them and 2 wanted to receive salvation (clap!!).

thus the importance of intercession/prayer, one of the things we learnt at camp. prayer cHaNgeS the WaY God implements His plan. It wont change God's character and will but it changes His way of implementing it. coolnezz.

Fantastic, team time was not too much nor too little...just enough to get to know the team and ah start suaning one another. manz......young adults suaning each other?!?!

yea, although i really wanted to go overseas and all....i guess there's a purpose for everything. like:
i wouldn't be able to room with arlene and catch up lots if i were in the japan/kazakh team,
i'll find more reasons with time....
.......by faith.

"I-had-a-bad-experience-yesterday-so-i'm transferring-my-mood-to-you"

I'd like to edit the whole of this post and put up this one. This is definitely a more objective way of seeing people and the situation that happens commonly. The title is self-explanatory as to what kind of "comon epidemic" that plagues certain individuals. Disclaimer: i don't deny i'm like that sometimes too. we're all human. But i dare to admit i'm like that. let's take a look at what this person infected with "passing-on-the-mood" does.

Person A has had a bad experience of being told off by Person B about his attitude/lack of aptitude. 'A' gripes and whines about it to his friends and to himself. He wonders and ponders if there was some reason why 'B' made such a strong remark about his/her lack of aptitude. he/she allowed B to change the way he/she feels about himself, and alter his/her self-esteem. on the other hand, B was just trying to make a suggestion for A's benefit. But A chose to harp on the negativity and get miserable for the next few days.

Few days later, A, still in a bad mood and feeling low, decides to meet a fren, X, to have a meal and chat. X offended A by being late, just a little late, and A dishes his whole week's emotional baggage of low self-esteem at X. Hurtful words from B and other past bad experiences come out at X. Basically A was:

1) mirroring himself/herself using X
2) using X as a scaepgoat to vent his/her feelings of inadequacy for the whole week.

so......

The favourite Library of mine....@ NTU

Lowest level of Lib2 where i happily left my bag and went for the prayer meeting at Xuexin's hall....then forgot the closing time at 930pm!! had to get kevin to ask security guard to open the lib for me to get my bag....remembered walking around in pitch black. arghhh. :P

3 stories of this old lib.....picture taken on the staircase. basement level not inside.

Post-"War" pics (National Lib)

D-Day finally was............yesterday.

Praise and thanks to Jesus.......it's over!! the exams...
the working world awaits........IF the deans let me grad on time....No, if God promotes me out of NTU. that's what we learnt at church....it's not the world or even people that ultimately promote a person, it's God.

so again....i need another miracle....

ten.
whole.
modules.

Kailun was right.........it was
no joke.