Lindy hop and hurt

How strange....i didn't talk a lot this week........more like sat quietly with my friends during lectures, hung with sandra for lunch...cos i tink i've like gone thru the worst wif the whole clique thing with ppl i thot were my frens, plus i was adjusting to 1st 3 weeks of hall life in sch. i mean, if u wanna tell me we were never real friends, just spell it out verbally. don't bother hiding it or trying to cover up with politeness. get real.
on the other hand i'm definitely much way closer to God during this week when calamity came......indeed calamity does sometimes keep us from falling. i was prayed for by 3 siblings in Christ whom i shared the prob with. (2 crusaders, 1 church choir mate). encouraged by some unexpected old friends keeping in touch.....Qiuru, Weeyang, Jingyi. hostel life really makes me feel like i'm on this solo quest/journey. where i'm here for a yet to be fathomed purpose....yet here as part of a usual life mouding experience.....and yet one-man-show, with my God of course.
This week i tried to join Lindy Hop too....not too bad except for the vice pres....keep gettting so ngeow about me joining so late and whether i'm serious abt it. but seriously i've liked any kind of dancing except ballet.

Dear God,

my gratitude for what you've given and blessed me with, your protection and even for giving "gentle" reminders to keep my attitudes and walk with you in check. yupz, and for the friends--they've left a mark i've gained from. such giving is beyond my comprehension, something i don't deserve.
yup, and the mentors that have spoken into my life or just lived a life that's brought me a step closer to Godliness and holiness and to YOU. (pastors, crusade staff, disciplers. but would i really walk the mile, prove it in action and thought, and just be content, walking with you?

Kim
:P great sunset today, i'll say!

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Red Bold Words

9/11... this day opened the Pandora box to the case of much more terrorism around the world.
so what are we gonna do about it? sit back there and wait for more people to die?

there's this "New Universal" and "Hope Stretched" movements among churches and cult groups about the Gospel.......Stretched truth actually.
will we take the Gospel and read it according to what we want?

Myths

example 1 : the only people who are not saved are those who actively reject the gospel. (so what happens to those who NEVER HEARD the gospel?)

example 2: (the scariest) God will deal differently and separately with those who have not had a chance to HEAR the Gospel. He will only cast away those who have heard and still not believed. (what rubbish!)

it is written "I (Jesus) am the way the truth and the life. NO ONE comes to the Father except THROUGH me".

I dunno where to start...

Okie here goes....this week was definitely fun and much happier, however there's always a trade off and this time it was.....my Efficiency and Productivity. i mean, i'm into the swing of hall life now, as in going out for night jogs with buddies, movie, and also studying anywhere in school with friend(s)....joining Lindy Hop or wateva, hanging out with crusaders, entertaining Gor and Sharmaine when they visited....

but still.....the fact remains i've not fulfilled my Major/main responsibility as a student......STARDEE-ing.
and in ministry....WHAT happened!?!?! to CEE gang??? the hopeful sisters who wanted to start a support prayer grp....sigh........duno man....Lord......help. our friendships have really lost that zeal, or wateva u call it....yeah......felt a bit discouraged abt this lor. honestly feel that morale can get quite low in my faculty, and that yr 2 i and some people were just putting on this facade of superficiality that everything's just fine...when in truth it's not. i mean, now we don't even bother to like talk!!
sighz lah.
yeah......

so here we all are...
trying to keep the faith,
trying to walk on slowly
thru the thick rubble of campus life
the maze of books and tutorials
the endless catching up
the needless worry
the fears of being last,
of being left out
how and when will we look up...
when the world looks on?

the crowd at the SF evening
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Nite time at sonic fest
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cell at sonic fest (day time)
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@ Sonic Fest Art section
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Another HappeNeNin Week

Ok, where do i start? there was leaders' retreat at Hoppe centre last weekend. only the sat time was fun with the catching up with some old buddies and hearing of wat God's been doing in our ex-pastor Corn's life. cool as he GOT THE SCHOLARSHIP!!!
had time to deepen some new-found friendships and old ones. Got to talk to Suan Suan long time on monday. we were crapping and kinda bonding too. God blessed me with two study mates--Sandra and Sien who are pretty regular in the lib
Yeppers....Monday was a tough evening getting wat was on my mind into words, telling this one guy straight tt i couldn't be interested in a rship and ran away into a cab back to hostel. $15 cab fare!!!!
i told the Lord some people have to grow up. yeah tuesday was back to normal life.
Gee, wonder what u're telling me thru all these hardships, trials and yet , God...