Ok since last week till now i have:

• been thinking abt stuff to pursue after ntu....
• accidentally joined sth alike to MLM (multi level marketing) but backed out after 1 day's thought..... was asking myself if the whole MLM concept is ethical or not.
  
• calling people to tell them to plan outings ("You better plan this and that") this hols so everyone wont die of boredom
• worked out twice only
• borrowed National lib books (borrowing rate doubled this hols)
• not really tried to follow the SEA games (saw opening night only)
• Tried very hard to start FYP again...........................(FYP should be known as Fight Your Pain)
• organise two gatherings myself
• Met new people! of different ages.......never limit urself in networking.

So.......i've been seeking how to complete FYP and still remain sane......but........there's no S.O.P i guess. i'll pray for wisdom..... :P

My comp's repaired!! yeah yeah! and all the memory recovered! msn is back!!

Well......*well-fed sigh*....so much for pigging out the whole weekend......with Sat cell makan strike!! yeah! there were 7 or 6 newcomers. hmm......and we had a riot watching Finding Nemo. the location was a Jo's house again....minus the irritating dog. then there was the great adult service today. brought Sueling n Weiling along....yeah man. hope they'll stay for lunch next time.

i was talking with an older youth from church today and she gave me some advice lah on the same topic. come on, certain decisions are important but not your life-long goal, i'm clear of that. ha. and she was saying like how talking to God is the most important thing youth pondering about bgr could do. yeah....so....the thing is God's will and not man's own will...some of our cell was discussing this principle too at the hawker centre..about Abraham in the bible. how if only they had trusted and waited. its so amazing........so right now.....the thing is to what? its to make God's priorities your own....simple as that.

okok, other than that topic......whoaa......i'm school-sick.....i miss going for lectures n tutorials, crapping with friends, sigh, even rushing FYP for every thurs meeting with Dr Piotr, oh and I.D. project......sighh..... :P but i'm definitely gonna try to spend more time with two groups of people next sem. :0). here am i!!

scary movie analysis

Now that exams are over, just wanna relax.......and basically Not.....do anything.
the pace picked up on the last lap man....and boy was the final week horrendous....
coming from someone who has been slacking the whole of year 2 and 3.

Watched a scary movie right after my Two papers (yup two and not one) on wednesday with a friend i didn't see in months. it was pleasant but the show scared me....to the point that i'm definitely drawing closer to God.
didn't approve everything in the show except this: it sure made people scared, enough to wanna pray more to God.....hahaha. definitely more, as they go about their daily life. so does God do this? like sometimes He scares us out so that we can draw closer to Him?
seems like it but not really. It's not in His character to scare us. He's not like that. But He can turn any situation bad for His Higher Purpose. "For as the heavens are higher than the earth so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts." Isa 55:9. that's why even Agnostics end up believers, i bet that lady lawyer in the show believed in God in the end. ha! and.....it re-iterated the truth that our Personal relationship with Jesus is far more important than doing religious stuff. true relationship with Him is the key.

Yeah, the Lord's just so faithful throughout the whole exams. amazing....He's so true so His character.

In all: 5 papers down, 3 more to go...

this sounds like forever but we all are holding on to the hope of the end.

may sound like a nag but really gotta thank God again for 3 battles fought this week tt was okay. not as fantastic as the steel paper but ok. and that's good enuff for me. for opportunities foster stronger bonds with my study group ppl and coursemates going thru the same cess pool. come on one of our crusade pals, caili has 10 papers! she's still going on strong, non-complaining, non-complacent.

Bible Personality Test Results

Our basic personality can be summed up in four descriptions: Director, Cheerleader, Investigator and Caregiver.
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Director Cheerleader Investigator Caregiver
24 % 44 % 08 % 24 %
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Keep in mind that no one fits only into one of these descriptions but we are a blend of all four.

Typical positive character traits of these are:
Director: driven by an active will and the need to get results.
Cheerleader: driven by emotion and the need to influence.
Investigator: driven by logic and the need to do things right.
Caregiver: driven by a passive will and the need to help.

When under pressure each of us typically reacts differently:
Director: responds through outbursts.
Cheerleader: responds with intense emotion and talking.
Investigator: responds by withdrawing and thinking negatively.
Caregiver: responds by withdrawing and becoming fatigued.

Each of us looks to others for support:
Director: needs respect and the acceptance of their ideas.
Cheerleader: seeks approval, camaraderie and to be noticed.
Investigator: wants assurance and recognition for competency.
Caregiver: wants sincere appreciation and harmony.

As we look through the Bible we can see these dominant character traits in several individuals:
Director: King David, Ruth, Apostle Paul
Cheerleader: King Solomon, James the brother to Jesus
Investigator: Moses, Matthew the Tax Collector
Caregiver: Abraham, Esther, Barnabas

Desperate situations call for desperate measures

Help, God.....this is terrible.
how long can the exams get?
My studying attitude is extreme.
i'm either overworked
and in need of excuses...
looking for distractions...
to not think of the present situation...
or just plain laidback