MetaMorphosise me,

i pray Lord break me,
i pray lord take me
i pray lord make me all i failed to be

started out as this super cannot make it camper (refer to pic).......couldn't even drag myself up at 8.30am to meet the rest at bouna vista mrt. yay, thank God all NTU crusaders are usually late....

these above 3 lines of the song some people know says some of what the camp i attended impacted me on. and i wont really go into details but basically some lessons were learnt.
And junior gals, (KL, XY, LC, JJ, CL) i kinda regret not trying to stay on the same level of block as u all.....! argh, i'm sure God wanted me to step out more than what i had in this camp...and one of them is by not being with my clique all the time.......anyway, u are all lovely.

and i learnt i gotta be nicer to the sec sch kids we were taking care of as their tender hearts are hurt easily. i was kinda reprimanding one of the sec1 gals about some street-e thing and she went to cry to her church mates later in the evening!! :P

Every tear you cried
was precious in his sight

But i was pretty much affirmed this camp too. from the worship songs to the sermons "Living by grace(relationship) and law" balances laws with God's love. Loving Boundaries so we don't need to think so much in decision-making, or to serve as a guide. He desires to bless and love on top of his laws, and is not a dictator.
yep, i gotta like do a whole lot more this semester, minusing the social part a lot more....friends will wait....'cos now i've got tons of tasks! my hands are full and i really gotta graduate on time.....if not i'm wasting $3 0 0 0 dollars to extend, and that's like ONE mission trip to kazakhstan!!! i might as well sponsor someone.

<<< And here's all the ladies of our meta group! on the last day.





This was Matthea, Kailun and me at 5am on the last night (or morning rather).