the toughest thing

one of the hardest thing as a Christian is to be obedient and stay obedient. but i guess the rewards are better than the human mind can forsee or tell at present. its is God who holds the future after all, not humans. "He's gotta be wayy smarter than all the president scholars put together."--Pastor Xiang Yang at today's sermon. talking about God, i realised the walk with Him is best when it has quiet intervals of time. Like not just all highs. these two weeks of hols, this same message has been ringing out loud to me, summarised in one quote:
"It's in the mountains we get inspiration but in the valleys where fruit is grown."