ReflectinG in a time of buSynEss (EXAMS!!!)....

Hmm........as u all know, i've kinda called time-off from my hall stay, mainly cos i felt it was purposeless staying on campus when crusade's ministry's stopped. hm.......then again....maybe the REAL ministry HAS begun, with people around there, now that i'm kinda adjusted (i think) to living in hall.....hm....

truly, living away from ur family does take its toll on you somehow, and i realised just how much they mean to me! their love and care over you can be overlooked when u're always coming home but it's so different when u're "coming back" to a dead and lifeless dusty room (haha, my hostel room). yeah, and it makes me wonder like, boy........WHAT do i reaLLY really REALLY wanna do for you Lord?? i still have 1 full year in NTU after this exams and IA. am i gonna just let it go by complaining or going thru some education motions?? No Way!!
i'd ask for one thing then, to discover my purpose here on campus (other than the stuff i'm serving in in crusadE) and i do believe, it's in the things i've already begun doing naturally already.....heh....

ill really be waiting, praying and seeking you on this lord, oh please also take away the unrest and hatred, discension stirred in the land we're going into this dec.