Hostel.......the 2nd Chapter
Heh......this week didnt start out that great. i was perpetually in foul mood earlier.....mostly guilty about monday not doing any homework!!! argh!! people around me have suffered....just one or two ppl who are my better friends suffered.
Mon: *take deep breath* oh well....i was playing too much mon after sch.....crusade had meeting to train SMs so after that went to meet a fren at JP to catch up till 11.15pm then..
Tues: glad my NTU coos cell group came to visit and pray for my room after making kailun do birthday forfeit. we first tried to dunk him in Nanyang Pond for Anglers. he took second option of going to 2 doors in hall 4 to sing himself happy birthday....the pathetic look was soooo funny. okiez...i really dont think i'm ready for the mental challenge and perseverance of a long term bgr rship now.
Wed: Supposed to have DG at 530 pm but i decided to go for NTU campus run when jean told me abt it instead. mimi wasn't too happy but this run really comes once in a lonnnnngggggg while. so 6km worth of slogging uphill and downhill with a crowd of ~200 peops from all facs. kinda thot me to press on despite my tiredness in doing the right thing, living the hard christian life.....that life is just some downs then the up is in sight.......sobz.......so touching right? my DG mates told me i should talk to matthea abt how i felt about her betraying me in a sense the next day. i bit my lip in thotfulness. blame her for my state of loneliness for not having a roommate now? or bcos she broke a promise? i decided to be angry more for the latter as it was valid from a friend's pt of view.
thurs: Faye told me she chose to room in a single room and didn't feel lonely. i was shocked lah. i mean, wow she just wanted more solo time with God!
Overall: Getting annoyed and frustrated with my circumstances esp. the no roommate status thingy from last wed till thurs when i confronted matthea abt it....
i still hold on to the hope that life on earth sucks so we can appreciate heaven loads more....
Mon: *take deep breath* oh well....i was playing too much mon after sch.....crusade had meeting to train SMs so after that went to meet a fren at JP to catch up till 11.15pm then..
Tues: glad my NTU coos cell group came to visit and pray for my room after making kailun do birthday forfeit. we first tried to dunk him in Nanyang Pond for Anglers. he took second option of going to 2 doors in hall 4 to sing himself happy birthday....the pathetic look was soooo funny. okiez...i really dont think i'm ready for the mental challenge and perseverance of a long term bgr rship now.
Wed: Supposed to have DG at 530 pm but i decided to go for NTU campus run when jean told me abt it instead. mimi wasn't too happy but this run really comes once in a lonnnnngggggg while. so 6km worth of slogging uphill and downhill with a crowd of ~200 peops from all facs. kinda thot me to press on despite my tiredness in doing the right thing, living the hard christian life.....that life is just some downs then the up is in sight.......sobz.......so touching right? my DG mates told me i should talk to matthea abt how i felt about her betraying me in a sense the next day. i bit my lip in thotfulness. blame her for my state of loneliness for not having a roommate now? or bcos she broke a promise? i decided to be angry more for the latter as it was valid from a friend's pt of view.
thurs: Faye told me she chose to room in a single room and didn't feel lonely. i was shocked lah. i mean, wow she just wanted more solo time with God!
Overall: Getting annoyed and frustrated with my circumstances esp. the no roommate status thingy from last wed till thurs when i confronted matthea abt it....
i still hold on to the hope that life on earth sucks so we can appreciate heaven loads more....
3 Comments:
Bum into any handsome hunk in the hostel so far?
it's bumP into btw, gordan......with a 'p'. well....i really didn't stay in hostel to meet a cute guy or hunks....watever u call them.
i came with two main purposes (tell u later). if i am meant to meet a cute guy or the guy God wants me to meet, it can be anywhere not just thru staying in hostel...heh heh.
Hi weiyi, thanks for the encouragement as i've been feeling a bit down this week....today especially.
not about the roommate thing but other work issues n etc. even miss my family a bit.
hows life for you? live it to the max and make friends there so u can share the good news of Christ to them
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